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Friday, November 17, 2006

Electroconvulsive Therapy

The ECT aka Electro Shock, Shock Treatment or Shock Therapy

"is a controversial medical treatment involving the induction of a seizure in a
patient by passing electricity through the brain. Patients with any of several
conditions often show dramatic short-term improvement after the procedure. While
the majority of psychiatrists believe that properly administered ECT is a safe
and effective treatment for some conditions, a vocal minority of psychiatrists,
former patients, antipsychiatry activists, and others strongly criticize the
procedure as extremely harmful to patients' subsequent mental state."
In other words... i call it the "treatment for no treatments".

Why? Because that is done throughout the course of stay at NCMH (mentioned in previous post) depending whether a patient needs it or not. Others go through it to stabilize their behaviour and if no medications are working for the patient or the stocks are limited, ECT is the last resort.

Today, our group experience handling 28 patients who are going to the ECT treatment. It's not a pretty sight, i'm telling you. At first impression, i was excited to be able to see the treatment but when we got inside this room, those 28 patients were all tied up 2-way to separate beds. What's a 2-way? That means, only both wrists are tied excluding the ankles. Three students nurses will each hold down an extremity and a nursing aid will hold the fourth extremity. But in our case, the nursing aid wasn't able to assist us so i ended up holding down one arm and one thigh. So the doctors came, placed this things on the patients' temples and the shock was given...5...4...3...2...1.

The whole body muscles stiffened to it's maximum state.

Eyeballs started to turn white.

Patient goes into grandmal seizure.

Student nurses struggle to keep the patient down.

Patient starts to salivate.

Patient relaxes.

Patient starts to get violent and struggles to escape.

Student nurses try to hold down the patient once more.

Orderly's to the rescue! (they help tie up the ankles)

It may seem nothing when you first read this but when you are there and you see all the patients helpless on their beds, you would just want to walk out. But I didn't want to walk out because it IS part of our exposure. It was a first for us (actually, everything we undergo is always a first) and unlike those people who are there all the time, it's normal for them already.

They are like pigs being killed before sending them off to the markets but the patients don't die in here. And when i asked if the voltage is the same for men and women, our CI said that the voltage for women is higher. And i as like "WTF?!", she explained it was of our hormones and adipose tissues(?). Correct me if i'm wrong. My friend even got teary eyed because she couldn't take the scene.

Psychiatric nursing just really takes our breath and brains away. I you are not mentally healthy, you could become one of them soon.

Anyhow, i have this patient which i am going to make a case study to. His diagnosis is Paranoid Schizophrenia. I asked him what his doctors tell him and says, "may naririnig ka pa bang mga boses?" ("Are you still hearing voices?"), he told the doctor that they stopped. Heh, Auditory Hallucinations. Quite interesting but very complicated.

I really need to start reading about these things or else i have no foundation to start my case study.

>_<#

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Bi-polar affective disorder with current episode manic psychotic symptoms

At the start of the week, also the first day of the second semester, fucking early in the morning, we went to NCMH (National Center for Mental Health) in Mandaluyong to have our general orientation for our first rotation for Psychiatric Nursing. The moment we went inside with our private school shuttle, hundreds of nursing students from all over metro manila and some provinces like pangasinan and laguna were already inside the area also waiting for their general orientation.

The so called "general orientation" is a must to attend every start of a rotation or else you will be marked absent for the whole rotation. With our school, such punishment is termed "Grand Vacation" or "Grand V".

Anyhow, while going inside the area, we already got embarassed to go down our shuttle because majority of the other nursing students were staring at us. We got paranoid that they might be thinking or even saying, "oooh, ang yayabang ng mga makait med students.. pa shuttle-shuttle pa..." or "wow.. sosyal..." or, "naku! nandyan na sila! *dun dun dun*" HEHE. Not to be mayabang or something, but that's what most of us felt. And the moment we went down the shuttle, we faced them with our backs complete with a slumped posture and hiding our faces from them. It was nakakahiya talaga...

So we were assigned at Pavilion 1 where the Acute Male Patients are.

The area was like a jail cell! I swear! They were like dogs! And it smelled of urine and other foul odors! It was scary inside because we were being surrounded by mentally ill male patients. They can grab you anytime or suddenly talk to you nonsense, or repeatingly say things that they think you understand... basta, nakakabaliw sa loob! XD I was thinking nga na by the end of the rotation, we would be admitted there ourselves.. LOL.

We also had further tour of the hundred acre institution and our C.I. pinpointed us other different pavilions that are being occupied by different kinds of mental illnesses. One pavilion has the mentally ill drug addicts kept from kids, teens to adults. One pavilion was even called "Boracay" because that place is for those mentally ill patients who like to go NUDE. And the area even has this thick, big-ass fortes where they keep the mentally ill criminals, SERIAL KILLERS AND HANNIBALS! Isn't it so freaky much???? But they stopped sending in students there because of some incident so we were sent to the more "behave" patients. It's boring tho... I want to be assigned to the drug addicts section because they are more fun to watch when their adrenaline kicks in. I want to see some action. XD

So this afternoon, we went there again but it was raining so we had our group activity inside Paviliojn 3, the The Acute Female Ward. I like it there more than the male ward... >_>

The population of NCMH accomodates 3,000 patients, can be MORE but not less. Imagine... That much patients already in such area of institution. Public. And majority of the patients do not have families already or were either abandoned.

NCMH already literally NEEDS some serious MAINTENANCE since they take care of the mentally challenged people. Other students were assigned at Metropsyche (near Tiendesitas), a much "sosyal" mental health institution. Private.

Also, I was assigned to be the treasurer for our group and i dont even know where to keep or money! @_@;

Laterz... :)

PS: im going to sign-up for the 2007 Moda Plus model search.. my friend told me that i "have a big chance of winning"... kasi his sister is in the top five of last years model search so i think he thinks that im pretty enough to enter myself... he also said that if his sister can get in, what more if me? LOL. XDDD *roflmao* *coughcough*

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Is it ME?

hehe...

comments?

Hrrrmmm.... i fixed my commenting system... it pops up again! Hehe..

Now, non-blogger users can comment...

For anonymous commenters... you can either leave your name whenever commenting or you can fsck off... choose.. =p

Everyone waits for the prestige...

Today was my brother's 9th birthday and the family went to ATC to celebrate. We ate at Tempura then my brother's hooked me up to play DotA with them then finally watched The Prestige with my parents. My sisters went to watch Cake! and my brothers watched The Marine. *cough*john cena... lol*cough*.

I love the movie The Prestige! First of all, it has a great cast, the cinematography was very good and the storyline was just excellente! It was a suspense/drama movie. I think i'm going to buy a DVD of it. hehe... It has great morals and talks about making sacrifices to achieve one's biggest dream.. Plus, Hugh Jackman was hawt... XD

I also didn't end up playing Bingo today with my half-sis... Oh well, so much for trying my luck to win a million bucks, half a million bucks or even a car... *sigh*

My teeth are seriously hurting. >.<#

gudnyt...

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Bzzzz...tssssss.... *toink*

I went to the dentist today to have my regular monthly braces adjustments. My teeth are almost done.. just a couple more months or so then some finishing touches and finally a small surgical procedure where my dentist would have to cut a part of that very thin tissue thing that connects the upper lip to the upper gum part of the jaw. Ouch? >.<

In other news...

I just found out that the Apple™ Center in HongKong sells the newly released 80GB iPod Video for around 2,200 HK dollars which ONLY converts to around 13k pesos ONLY! @#$!%! SO unfair... and that is official... i hate you Apple™... And i knew that they sell the damn thing here in the Philippines for around +-25k! Such a big difference! And i bought my 30GB iPod Video for 12k.... ;-;

Life is just.

There's a catch tho. It's in HongKong! Which means....? Yes, that's right, you still have to go to HK to avail of such price for such gadget. Hehe... But still, you can always ask someone you know or who lives there to buy it for you and have it shipped, right? Right? I dont have relatives in HK...sad.

How did i know of such info? Well, my half-sis went to HK about a week ago (which I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO WITH HER but we only knew when she was leaving na... sayang...) and told me all about it when she saw me using my iPod.

If i had an 80gb iPod video...i prolly wouldn't be able to fill all that space considering that i've only used up around 7gb out of 30gb on my iPod... i don't really need all that space, right? =/

*sniff*

Anyhow, welcome, Lia! ^^;

I was *stunned*

I saw this baby while going inside BF some 2 or 3 weeks ago and it was parked in front of the pawnshop beside 7/11. *_* My dream sports car.... XD Look how sexy it is...

I <3 this car....

Haircut... again..

I hated how my short hair was getting longer so I decided to have it trimmed at Bench/ Fix Salon in SM Bicutan for 185 pesos. It was well worth it because i dont want some cheap ass stylist to touch my kick-ass hair. Hehe.. XD

I want one of them Bench/ Styling Sticks tho.. They fixed my hair with it and it holds better than the Bench/ Sooooo Polished wax that i'm using. :)

Anyhow, school starts again this monday. It's both a good thing and a bad thing. It's a good thing because I would get to save money before christmas and school saves me the boredom i get from home. It's a bad thing because 3rd year second semester of college in MMC gets the worst ratings. Too much paper works = no sleep.

Booooooooooooooo.....

Friday, November 03, 2006

First Post...again....

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